Day Eleven;

Hey Hoe

So, I don't really know what to blog about.
Considering everything that has happened lately.
Everyone knows about seeing as you guys were with me.
However I don't think Krista knows.
Anyways, for those who don't know.
Kelsey's mom went all crazy psycho again.
But it's not as bad this time.
Even though I was affected by it 10x worse.
But that's okay.
I have a few new favourite songs.
I think you guys should have a listen to them.

The Night Will Go As Follows - The Spill Canvas

Wavin' Flag - Young Artists for Haiti (All Canadian Artists)

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

& Give Him Up - Faber Drive

I love them.
They make me happy.
Except on the Wavin' Flag song Justin Beiber is on it.
And it kind of ruins the song because he sings the last 4 lines of the song.
It's really depressing but besides that it's an amazing song.
Love it.
Anyways that's all I have for now.
Love you guys!
Peace

Day Ten;

Awesome Day :)

So yesterday was pree great.
Went for a loooong hike which I needed.
It was pissing down rain but the lake was beautiful.
The scenery was amazing.
My knee started to give out on me near the end.
But it wasn't that bad at all.
I hope to go out again with Katie & Krista and their famjam soon.
I'm pree excited for it.
I also got a new idea for my first tattoo.
&& for my second so I'm pree excited.

Instead of having "No Regrets Never look back even when they don't believe us"
It's just going to be "No Regrets. Never look back."
Then if I want to add on it I can.

My second tattoo is a Celtic Symbol for the circle of life.
And looks like this.
It's going to symbolize my transition.
So it's really gunna mean a lot to me.
I have no idea where I'm gunna put it but I'll figure that out when the time comes.
Anyways not much to say in this lovely blog.
Love you guys! <3>

Day Nine;

CRAZY TIMES

So!
Alright folks, so this is what has happened.
Kelsey arrived at my house on Friday.
We hung out and what not. Saturday I worked 8am - 2pm.
It wasn't too bad at all which was good.
Debbie, Kelsey's mom, seemed alright with me.
Oh, I lied. She was here on Thursday night.
Rofl. Anyways. On Friday her mom was like...
"Can you pick up a medicare form from the pet hospital?"
And her mom was in tears and what not, and Kelsey asked me.
I said yeah that's no problem.
And from then on her mom has been really good with me.
I was allowed in the house.
She actually made eye contact with me.
She was nice to me.
Addressed me as Andre and what not.
So it was really nice to be able to walk through her house again.
Then Saturday after work, I was really sick but we went to Kelsey's.
We helped her mom move shit out of Kelsey's room.
I felt like complete shit the whole time but helped anyways.
Then I took Sunday off because I was suuuper sick.
Then that night we had to tear up this stupid thing in the backyard of Kelsey's.
I still felt like complete shit.
But I still helped because I'm a nice guy.
Then I worked 8 hours on Monday which wasn't bad at all.
Then yesterday was pree scary.
Kelsey was supposed to go home but I woke up at like 5am.
With a lot of pain in my stomach so I went to the bathroom.
Did my business, almost threw up but instead it all came out the other end.
But when I went to go lay down again I would get the pain.
It wasn't bad, but it was still there. But it kept getting worse, I'd get up, and go to the bathroom.
Nothing would really happen..
Then I finally fell asleep but only for like an hour then I'd wake up again.
It was about after the 3rd or 4th time I went to the bathroom that I checked my stool and found blood.
So I was like no, this is fucked. I told Kelsey we needed to go to the Hospital.
That was fucking stupid. I go there, and they have to call the clinic to get my care card number cuz I didn't know it.
So I had to wait like 20 minutes to be able to get into a bed.
Finally I got in, and Kelsey had to wait which was sad.
Then the main nurse guy asked me a bunch of questions and I answered.
Then he got Kelsey to come in and she couldn't even look at me.
It scared her so much and she started crying.
I'm like baby it's okay! I'm not dying!
And she calmed down and what not.
Then the doctor came in, asked me the same stupid questions.
Told me to go on my side, shoved his fingers up my ass, which felt lovely btw, and told me he didn't feel anything abnormal.
Which was good, and that there was no new blood.
But I had to get blood taken and give a urine sample.
I was kind of sketched about the blood thing but it was totally fine.
And the urine thing was weird. I'm like I dunno about peeing in a cup.
Anyways did that. It wasn't too bad.
So all in all they told me there wasn't anything serious wrong.
That I have the beginning of a urinary infection.
And that I should do a follow up appointment with my family doctor.
Today, the pain has subsided. It comes and goes but it's no longer constant.
I haven't had a bowel movement since but I can pass gas fine so my dad thinks i'm okay.
I'm sorry if any of this was too much information but yeah thought you should know.
I am doing alright and will be okay.
Kelsey went home today, which sucked but whatever.
And yeah!
Love you guys!
Peace.

Oh p.s. I totally failed on trying to blog everyday. D:

Day Eight;

Today

Alright folks, story time.
Well I guess it's not really a story if it's just my day.
But you know whatever.
So, I woke up kind of late this morning.
I was up until like 3:30am.
Fun shit.
Anyways, I woke up and watched some Futurama.
I went on the computer and checked all my stuff.
I'm actually pretty sad because I started a thread on gaia.
Yes, that's right gaia because I'm THAT cool.
I'm the only one that has posted and there's four of us.
Like what the eff man!
One being good old Katie Francis and for some reason hasn't posted!
-very angry face- :(
STOP BEING SHY KATIE D:
Anyways.
I saw what my good friend Richy Rich looks like.
I added him to msn and we were chatting and now he has skype.
So we went on skype and he's pretty much a cool kid.
Looks like a total nerd but not one that you'd make fun of I don't think.
He's not quite what I imagined him looking like.
But I don't think anyone ever is.
Unless it's some character that someone drew and described.
I dunno.
Delza's been emailing me which is kind of odd.
She just wanted to know how I was doing.
Which I don't think was exactly the case.
But you know whatever.
I told her to leave me alone after I updated her on my life.
She's kind of weird...
Kelsey wants to punch her in the face.
Which is completely understandable.
Oh, funny thing that Kelsey said today.
We were talking on msn and what not.
And she randomly put "I kissed a girl and I liked it... did you know that?"
And I was like "nope I did not"
Then she was like "well I did, and I liked it"
And I'm like "oh yeah, threesome all the way"
And she's like "Oh yeah, I'm down ;)"
And I'm like "yeah right"
And she's like "NOT happening"
And i'm like "yeah cuz you're afraid that I'd like the other chick and leave you"
And she's like "yeah I am, if I saw some other chick rubbin on you I'd beat the fuck out of her"
I laughed so hard.
I love Kelsey, she fucking rocks my socks.
Not even gunna fucking lie.
Anyyyyyways. Hahaha.
Nothing else really happen.
I was like super dick fuck today.
Everything was making me all super rawr.
Not fun at all.
But you know that's life sometimes haha.
I think I've done enough blabling. :P
Love you guys.
Peace

Day Seven;

Oh What A Day

Alright.
Today was another interesting day.
So, I went to school for 8:30am.
Found out that I got a C+ on my midterm.
Which is pretty good considering...
Yeah. & I got a B- on my essay portion.
Which I wasn't expecting at all. :)
Then I found out that I missed the date for dropping a class.
Which is kind of a piss off but whatever.
I'm just not gunna go and get an F then take a class in the summer.
No biggie :)
Then Kelsey asks me if I can pick her up from the Hospital in Nanaimo and take her home.
Her Uncle was really sick so he was there.
& I said sure no problem.
Then she tells me that she can't leave..
So I was like.. fantastic...
Then went and saw her and it was all fuckered up and ungh.
Then I get home and my phones like fail.
& dies and I couldn't find the charger so I'm like fuuuck.
So whatever whatever can't text Kelsey till mommy gets home with her charger.
Eff my life.
Anywho that is my so uneventful day.
Oh, Kelsey texted me before it died and told me that she watched her Uncle pass away.
And then she called and was crying then my phone went pleh.
Lovely.
But yesh.
Love you guys.
Peace.

Day Six;

Ahhoy There Mateys

So today has been rather uneventful.
So this will be another lame, and boring post.
All I did today was rest and what not.
I did clean my room though.
It is pretty spanking clean.
It wasn't really that messy to begin with.
But I did my laundry and I've kept my room clean for like.. a month now.
Which is kind of scary seeing as I never used to clean it lmao.
Bought my kitty cat food, and litter yesterday which I didn't mention.
So now today after cleaning my room, filling his dish, cleaning his litter, and changing his water he is one happy kitty.
Which makes me a happy Andre :D
Anywho, that is pretty well it for today.

Well, actually I lied.
I was online on my xbox, and was talking to my friend Richy.
He's this twelve year old kid that I met.
He's actually pretty cool.
He acts a lot older than he really is.
Which is nice for me considering I hate lbs. (Little boys.)
We talk and what not, and I told him that I was a transman.
He wasn't weirded out or anything so that was good.
He was more curious than anything.
Which is usually how it ends up going.
Anyways, he was telling me how he is always being teased at what not.
But he told me that he tried to kill himself once.
& that he cuts himself now.
It really bothered me because I knew exactly how he felt.
I told him that no matter what I'll be there for him.
& if he needs someone to talk to that I'm there.
Because he's chubby, he wears glasses, but is extremely smart.
& I told him that since we're smart, we can get past those assholes.
We can be who we are and we'll succeed in life.
I dunno if anything I said sunk in, or helped him.
I hope it did because he's my lil richy rich haha.
Love that kid.
Anyways, I guess that was the only major thing that happened today.
Love you guys.
Peace <3